There is a philosopher hidden in each and every adult human
being. Though people do not express this hidden philosopher every time, but
sometime this hidden philosopher comes out and give us the chance to see the
life we are living and also provide us an opportunity to kill our non-busy part
of our life by engaging our mind on trying to answer logically the illogical
questions and putting effort on rationalizing the irrational life. It is also
true that after some time we will forget every philosophical thoughts and
conclusions that we arrived and start indulging on the usual day to day activities.
I would say that this moment of our life is one of the best
moment in which we often do not think of our desires, wishes, happiness,
sorrows and expectations of other people over me (we often feel sad because of
other’s expectations – expressible and inexpressible). The most common question
we encounter in such moment is “what is the purpose of our life”. Since time
immemorial people have been answering this question, there are lots and lots of
philosophical books on this. But when we try to answer this question we really
don’t refer those books, we have our own philosophy and answers to answer this
question. It has very vast scope as our mind can travel anywhere and there is
no limitation.
The best thing to think in such moment is about our own
personal life and seeing it without any judgment. In such case we do not feel
sad of those things we lost, we are not elated of achievements and success we
got, there is no regret and there is no any expectation of this life. But there
is a strange feeling of satisfaction which is difficult to express in word. We think
of those opportunities of our career we missed, those valuable moments that we
wasted just because we were lazy, those beautiful ladies once we think of
proposing but never proposed and those happiness and special moments that
always give us smile on us. We also think about those special and unique people
who cross in our life and give us special memory and also remind us that we all
have our own path to travel. We are so different, some people are honest, some
are cunning, some are extrovert, some are introvert, some are very funny, some
are very boring, some became very close to us, some just don’t get adjust with
us, and some who are close yet not close. We also think of the culture we
follow, the rules and customs we are forced to obey and the changing nature of
such things. Sometime we feel our life is very soft and delicate, we are so
dependent to everything and sometime we feel we are very strong and smartest
being in this universe (though individually we don’t feel so). We also think of
relationships the named and unnamed, the rational and emotional, the true and
false and the confused and clear relations. Sometime we also confused with the
words ego, pride and dignity of our life and how it shapes us.
I have not been updating my blog since long days, thought of
putting few useless philosophies. :P
